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songs for my life right now

Aretha Franklin - Respect
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(oo) What you want
(oo) Baby, I got
(oo) What you need
(oo) Do you know I got it?
(oo) All I'm askin'
(oo) Is for a little respect when you come home (just a little bit)
Hey baby (just a little bit) when you get home
(just a little bit) mister (just a little bit)

I ain't gonna do you wrong while you're gone
Ain't gonna do you wrong (oo) 'cause I don't wanna (oo)
All I'm askin' (oo)
Is for a little respect when you come home (just a little bit)
Baby (just a little bit) when you get home (just a little bit)
Yeah (just a little bit)

I'm about to give you all of my money
And all I'm askin' in return, honey
Is to give me my profits
When you get home (just a, just a, just a, just a)
Yeah baby (just a, just a, just a, just a)
When you get home (just a little bit)
Yeah (just a little bit)

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Ooo, your kisses (oo)
Sweeter than honey (oo)
And guess what? (oo)
So is my money (oo)
All I want you to do (oo) for me
Is give it to me when you get home (re, re, re ,re)
Yeah baby (re, re, re ,re)
Whip it to me (respect, just a little bit)
When you get home, now (just a little bit)

R-E-S-P-E-C-T
Find out what it means to me
R-E-S-P-E-C-T
Take care, TCB

Oh (sock it to me, sock it to me,
sock it to me, sock it to me)
A little respect (sock it to me, sock it to me,
sock it to me, sock it to me)
Whoa, babe (just a little bit)
A little respect (just a little bit)
I get tired (just a little bit)
Keep on tryin' (just a little bit)
You're runnin' out of foolin' (just a little bit)
And I ain't lyin' (just a little bit)
(re, re, re, re) 'spect
When you come home (re, re, re ,re)
Or you might walk in (respect, just a little bit)
And find out I'm gone (just a little bit)
I got to have (just a little bit)
A little respect (just a little bit)

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Tile :Aretha Franklin - I Say A Little Prayer
This is lyrics from www.lyrics007.com
The moment I wake up
Before I put on my makeup
I say a little prayer for you
While combing my hair, now,
And wondering what dress to wear, now,
I say a little prayer for you

Forever, forever, you'll stay in my heart
and I will love you
Forever, forever, we never will part
Oh, how I'll love you
Together, together, that's how it must be
To live without you
Would only be heartbreak for me.

I run for the bus, dear,
While riding I think of us, dear,
I say a little prayer for you.
At work I just take time
And all through my coffee break-time,
I say a little prayer for you.

Forever, forever, you'll stay in my heart
and I will love you
Forever, forever we never will part
Oh, how I'll love you
Together, together, that's how it must be
To live without you
Would only be heartbreak for me.

My darling believe me,
For me there is no one
But you.

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Aretha Franklin - Rescue Me Lyrics

Rescue me
Oh take me in your arms
Rescue me
I want your tender charms
'Coz I'm lonely and I'm blue
I need you and your love too

Come on and rescue me
Come on baby and rescue me
Come on baby and rescue me
'Coz I need you, by my side
Can't you see that I'm lonely
Rescue me

Come on and take my heart
Take your love and conquer every part
'Coz I'm lonely and I'm blue
I need you and your love too

Come on and rescue me
Come on baby and rescue me
Come on baby and rescue me
'Coz I need you by my side
Can't you see that I'm lonely

Rescue me
Oh take me in your arms
Rescue me
I want your tender charms
'Coz I'm lonely and I'm blue
I need you and your love too
Come on and rescue me
Come on baby, take me baby, hold me baby, love me baby
Can't you see that I need you baby
Can't you see that I'm lonely
Rescue me

Come on and take my hand
Come on baby and be my man
Cuz I love you cuz I want you
Can't you see that I'm lonely?
take me baby
love me baby
need me baby
Can't you see that I'm lonely?

rescue me, rescue me.......
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Aretha Franklin - Son Of A Preacher Man Lyrics print version

Billy Ray was a preacher's son
And when his daddy would visit he'd come along
When they gathered around and started talkin'
That's when Billy would take me walkin'
Out through the back yard we'd go walkin'
Then he'd look into my eyes
Lord knows, to my surprise

The only one who could ever reach me
Was the son of a preacher man
The only boy who could ever teach me
Was the son of a preacher man
Yes he was, he was, ooh, yes he was



Bein' good isn't always easy
No matter how hard I try
When he started sweet-talkin' to me
He'd come'n tell me "Everything is all right"
He'd kiss and tell me "Everything is all right"
Can I get away again tonight?

The only one who could ever reach me
Was the son of a preacher man
The only boy who could ever teach me
Was the son of a preacher man
Yes he was, he was, ooh, yes he was (yes he was)

How well I remember
The look that was in his eyes
Stealin' kisses from me on the sly
Takin' time to make time
Tellin' me that he's all mine
Learnin' from each other's knowin'
Lookin' to see how much we've grown and

The only one who could ever reach me
Was the son of a preacher man
The only boy who could ever teach me
Was the son of a preacher man
Yes he was, he was, oh yes he was

(The only one who could ever reach me)
He was the sweet-talkin' son of a preacher man
(The only boy who could ever teach me)
Was the son of a preacher man

(The only one who could ever reach me)
Was the sweet-talkin' son of a preacher man
FADE

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Aretha Franklin - Killing Me Softly Lyrics print version

Struming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
killing me softy with his song
killing me softly with his song
telling my whole life
with his words
killing me softly with his song

I heard he sang a good song
I heard he had a style
and so i came to see
and listen for a while

and there he was this younge boy
a stranger to my eyes
Struming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
killing me softy with his song
killing me softly with his song
telling my whole life
with his words
killing me softly with his song

I felt all flushed with fever
Embarrassed by the crowd
I felt he found my letter
and read eachone out loud
I prayed that he would finish
but he just kept right on
Struming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
killing me softy with his song
killing me softly with his song
telling my whole life
with his words
killing me softly with his song

he sang as if he knew me
In all my darkness fair
and then he looked right through me
as if i wasn't there
and he kept on singing
singing clear and strong
Struming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
killing me softy with his song
killing me softly with his song
telling my whole life
with his words
killing me softly with his song

ohhhhhhhhhhh oohhhhhhh...lalalal..ohhhh lalaaaaaaa

Struming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
killing me softy with his song
killing me softly with his song
telling my whole life
with his words
killing me (softly)

he was strumming my pain
yeah he was seing my life
killing me softly with his song
killing em softly with his song
telling my whole life with his words
killing me softly with his song

FUCK THE WORLD

I am living in a nightmare right now and am awake waiting to go to sleep. I am at my witts end right now and I dont know what to do about any of it. I think that my only option is to just say fuck it and become the dark evil cunty bastard that i use to be and live a life of "fuck you" and quite trying to be everything for everyone, and just focus on me my self and I and fuck who i hurt along the way. However I have tried to get away from being like that but you know what shit just happens and you really cant control everything not even your life. How can you live life with rules and dictations from people that you dont care about when you are supose to be the ruler of your own domain, life, and fate? People piss me off and I am about ready to fucking snap and its not going to be pretty. I see it unfolding all around me and its getting harder and harder to hold back. I am shaking really really bad right now because of how angery i am and its just getting worse. Im not going to hurt myself or others but i will verbally attack someone right now if they so much as sneeze. Where is my excape? where is my hope? Where is my power to change that which is causing my problems? Goddess help me though my hard times and to silently bare my cross without others knowing my burdens. Silence my voice so that I may not speak evil of others, cool my fire so that i may not rage.

The Snow Ball Effect

Dont you just love how shit works, I mean the whole snow ball effect. It starts at the top of a hill and just rolls down getting bigger and bigger until the person standing at the bottom of the hill gets ran over by it.
Well that is what happened last night folks. My sisters ex-boyfriend ("financier") yelled at or started drama with my sister which as we all know happens a lot and was one of the reason's that she left him in the first place but more on that in a minute. So of course me being the center of his universe has to start some drama about me or something I guess (sorry for being vauge but im not sure the whole reason for last night either...) but anyways it leads to my sister and I having words about "how shit is" and this is the scoop to try and bring you up to speed. Last year my sister and him split up because "i cant live with your brother....he makes me want to drink" (SCAPEGOAT) ok so he takes off, things are good between my sister and I we are having fun living life just getting back to how it use to be between us. Then she switches jobs and I try and tell her weeks before she put in her notice that its a bad idea, i had that feeling in the pit of my stomach and i just knew some shit was going to happen but she being the pig headed person that she is went ahead and quite her job of 8-9 years and starts working in a new job that was all but suited for her. Then the road there started getting bumpy and she ended up getting fired from there (..."no I quit before I could get fired....") and then became jobless for a little over 6 weeks. Enter the ex with the most $$ signs. So a man that she said "...will never come back into the house because once you leave this time you wont get a next time..." Its intresting how a person will go running back to a bad situation when they need money, but that is how the women in my mothers side of the family work, they need a man to support them. Well if my sister read this she would disagree because she can support herself....yet when she got fired instead of looking for a new job she just kissed ass and had him come back over and "help out" well this brings us to our story at hand. Last night I was hit with this "...he is paying for your bills too..." because the whole argument was about money and what have you. (actually i think it was about me going to the movies yesterday with my ex from high school and not saying anything to any one about my plans, but hey im 26 years old and dont think that i need to get permission to go somewhere.....Am I wrong?) to which i replied "I dont have any bills. The only bills that I had are no longer because they all got sent to the credit agency. And any other bills that I currently have Im taking care of on my own. He doesn't pay for shit of mine." to which she said "he pays for your rent and food..." MY RENT??? WHAT FUCKING RENT??? I dont pay rent nor was rent ever EVER EVER mentioned when I moved back in. I was told that if I watched her kid while she was at work and school that would be good enough because I would be saving her about $400 a month in child care. And I told her "even if I get another job its not going to change anything, shit is still going to be the same. I had a job last time before he left and I was still treated like shit, disrespected, and had to bite my toung. Im not going to do it anymore, when and if it goes back to being just me you and your kid then maybe i might help out a bit more, but that all depends on how shit is going at the time. Because I am only going to keep what ever other job i get until I make my trip to washington or indianana, which with the way things are going looks to be about september maybe october. And come September Im going back to school which will be taking up all of my free time that I currently have, because I will be watching your kid after school." Then the whole subject of his kid came up as to a possibility of why they got into a fight came into play. To which she said that I just need to stay away from him and that really set me off and i fired back with "how much more do you want me to stay away from him? I spend up to 22 fucking hours a day locked away in my room like a prisoner...only coming out every now and then for 'yard duty' you can fuck right the hell off with that shit, they can go home. Im tired of being chastised like some little kid when it comes to my saying anything to that fucking bastard, when Im suppose to be the person watching them and what have you. If you or him dont like the way i handle his son then find something else to do with the disrespectful son of a bitch." And just as she went to say something else the phone rang and i took it and went back to my room.

So boys and girls aren't we just amazed at how snow balls effect the whole eco-structure? How one hateful ass hole who has had some kind of vendetta out for me for 8 years or so just snow balls and creates new problems about old subjects. Its like a wound that just wont fucking heal because someone is always picking at it, making it bleed, and letting it get infected. Yeah its just fun. But through this whole ordeal I have had time to think about the future, do a little soul searching, and have learned a very good virtue Calmness and Waiting. I have very much become a spider. Waiting in my web, watching the world around me, spin and unfold, as I just sit there quietly in the dark waiting for my time to come out and play. Its hard sometimes but doable.

Erotica LA 07

I HAD SO MUCH FUN!!!!!!!!!!!
Let me tell you that there was so much to see and so much to do. There was about 14,000 people there on saturday, and many famous people like Jenna Jameson, Dave Navaro, and more. I have to give a special shout out to Wayne Productions, Sunshine Films, Izzy Charm of Izzycharm.com and Ashley Dobbs of AshleyDobbs.net for providing such an awsome time.

I am really looking forward to Erotica LA 08