a sentimental look back

sentimental was a good word to choose for this posting. I was cleaning my room and I found my old cell phone and then all the memories that spewed forth from it. All the good conversations and the bad ones that i had on it too. Then I started going through my stored numbers and found the numbers for people that I have forgotten all about and then I found the one number that made me cry. My ex-boyfriend Robert. I paused over that number for about 4 minutes holding another phone in my hand debating on calling him and then i just moved on.
I hate him for making me hurt they way he did. For allowing me to drop my sheilds and let down all my walls and what have you and then BAM i find out that he is cheating on me with 5 other people. So um yeah, 4 years ago my heart broke, and as of right now its still shattered.

Bloody Throat and Marketing Strategies

Well I slept in today and it felt good, I woke up with a little bit of a sore throat but nothing to bad. I did alot of work today and am pleased to say that I am almost completely done with it. I haven't used Excel in some time and well I dusted off my brain cells that stored that information and imported all of my P&L information into a data base and realized that I have made some good moves when it came to my websites and things of that such.
well anyways Im off to continue doing my work.

Kill my throat

Well this is like week 2 of my throat being sore and now bleeding I need to kill my throat or go to the hospital i'm sorry i just needed to bitch about it.

Various Rantings

Ok well my throat is still sore as fuck, and has now began to bleed, making it all but to much fun to eat or drink anything with any type of acid in it. Like I drank some OJ thinking "Hey I need vitamin C" and just about passed out. Then I placed about a 1/3 of a cup of peroxide in my mouth and let it sit there for a minute and then gargled with it and spit it back out. Then I took a cap full of it and swallowed it. Boy that was a fun experience, feeling that shit bubble all the way down and into my stomach. If you have never felt bubbling in your stomach b4 I highly suggest it....LOL
Then to top it all off I drank about a table spoon of Chloriceptic spray and took 3 sleeping pills and went to bed. For fun.
Also I am happy to inform you all that I have the website almost completely up and running. It has been live for some time but I have been working on some coding issues and I have them figured out and so now I have to find some kind of billing program or service that I can use to sell memberships to the site. So as soon as I get that done the better. Also I have revamped the site and have added a free 2.08 mb custom screen saver for you all to download. I hope that you like it. Anyways Im off to start my day and see what kind of trouble I can get myself into.

TTUL