Wednesday, March 28, 2007

a sentimental look back

sentimental was a good word to choose for this posting. I was cleaning my room and I found my old cell phone and then all the memories that spewed forth from it. All the good conversations and the bad ones that i had on it too. Then I started going through my stored numbers and found the numbers for people that I have forgotten all about and then I found the one number that made me cry. My ex-boyfriend Robert. I paused over that number for about 4 minutes holding another phone in my hand debating on calling him and then i just moved on.
I hate him for making me hurt they way he did. For allowing me to drop my sheilds and let down all my walls and what have you and then BAM i find out that he is cheating on me with 5 other people. So um yeah, 4 years ago my heart broke, and as of right now its still shattered.

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