Confessions of an Amateur Porn Star

2011-05-29T03:46:00.003-07:00

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2011-05-29T03:46:00.001-07:00

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2011-05-25T01:22:00.001-07:00

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2011-05-24T14:20:00.001-07:00

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2011-05-12T04:36:00.000-07:00

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2011-04-26T02:56:00.001-07:00

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hmmm

2009-11-02T21:31:00.000-08:00

So yeah looking at this blog the last time i posted was back on Aug 20 2009

Sorry about that, I have been Twitter-ing so if you want to keep up to date with me check my twitter @jdstyles @jdstyles_phone and I also have a wordpress at jdstyles.wordpress.com

Anyways nothing much to post about except that I have been working my buns off at Niteflirt 1-800-863-5478 *0465430 and that I have got a new Flip which I am totally loving, so if you want a custom video or something like that hit me up!

Other than that, I am a college co-ed again so that is really hot, as I watch all the yummy North West Eye Candy walk by.

SO um yeah hit me up 800-863-5478 *0465430

Keen

2009-08-20T21:58:00.001-07:00

Actual update :D

2009-03-31T15:06:00.000-07:00

Hey there guys I just wanted to let you know that even though I haven't been updating this blog, you will find that there is a Twitter applet on the right hand side of the page which is updated almost daily. It is what is really going on with me, I blog there with things that normally aren't blogged here.
I know that this is my official blog page, however im using twitter more now. Though from time to time I will update this page too.

Love Licks and Stiff Dicks

JD Styles

Twitter

2009-01-06T21:40:00.000-08:00

Hey guys I have another place for you to start keeping up with me Click here to Start Following me on Twitter

Merry Expensive Festivites

2008-12-25T16:43:00.000-08:00

and other phrases of holiday cheer. Well christmas has come and gone and left in its wake a 23 pound bag of future landfill, holiday gultiny, and fighting. Because you know the family cant get together without a big fight of some kind. It all started after a trip to Walmart for last minute supplies, and getting hope to find that there is no wraping paper. FUCKING GREAT RIGHT? So then after people are asleep "santa" has to get his merry jolly ass to wrapping and then has to use random scraps of paper, tin foil, scrapbooking supplies, pillow cases and what ever else could be found.
Then after all is said and done its 4 in the morning, and "santa" cant sleep so he browses on the net for the next hour and a half, at which time "santa" passes out Sim style and sleeps for what seems like 15 minutes so that he can be woke back up and watch the hours of hard work be distroyed in minutes, and then trys to go back to sleep. about 1 hour later "santa" is woke up again and told to get dressed that we have to go to dinner at the families.
After getting to the families and seeing their loot, "santa" begins cooking breakfeast for everyone because the cookies and ho-ho's are now out of his diabetic system and his fat ass is hungry. 42 pancakes later, "santa" gets to sit down to eat 3 bites of pancake before someone knocks a glass of water on to his plate. Then sits around for 2 hours and waits for the Ham to cook. Once dinner is started the family then begins to fight, into which "santa" said "Fuck this shit 'ight" and goes home just to find that the update that he was doing didnt go through, the movie he was downloading has a password on it, and his 2nd computer is running slow as fuck.

SO to all a very merry FUCK OFF!

Love Licks and Stiff Dicks

JD Styles
1-800-863-5478 *0465430

now live at http://www.findanamateur.com

2008-12-24T17:26:00.000-08:00

Check me out at my newest spot on the web

An overdue update

2008-12-24T00:41:00.000-08:00

Well my dearest viewers, I have made my move to Washington and let me tell you, you never really know how much fucking shit you have until a bitch has to go and pack it all. I threw away over 2000lbs of shit and im not joking I have a bill from the land fill that I took it all to.
Not to mention the fact that I tried to have a freaking yard sale and no one wanted to buy anything and the shit that they did buy they wanted for less than what it was marked. I sold a $75 dollar remote controlled car for $10 when I had it marked for $20.

Then the drive from Cali to Washington was beautiful but FUCKING long. The change from desert and city to lush green forest and wildrness was great. I had never been north of LA before and so it was nice to get out of the Hills and see what was up that way. Me and my traveling companions stayed at a few different hotels along the way which was nice but at times scary.

I have been here now for almost 2 months and it has been snowing for about a week now and its a great change from Cali where when I left it was 104. But I am going to be taking some pictures and posting them.

ALSO i wanted to let you all know that I can be found at

Twitter.com now by going to twitter.com/jdstyles
and on Findanamateur.com by going to http://www.findanamateur.com/sites/jdstyles/

and as always you can find me at rude.com/jdstyles or by calling 1-800-863-5478 *0465430

Merry Christmas you all!

Love Licks and Stiff Dicks

JD Styles

A cross road in life

2008-09-30T06:28:00.000-07:00

I may be moving to the Seattle area of Washington here in the next few weeks or so. Due to the economic crunch that the whole country is feeling I think that it would be a good move.
Washington has many programs and features that California dont. Their taxes are a lot lower and housing is way cheaper. Right now I am paying a butt load of money to stay where I am staying now, and I am working 85+ hours a week just trying to pay all the bills and what have you.
Also I love the lush green wilderness that is there. So you will be seeing more pictures of me in the woods and snow and what have you too.
Anyways its something that could be on the horizon, we'll see.

As for the site and what have you I know I havent updated my content in a while. Its mainly because I started focusing on my Phone Sex business a little more because it was suffering and my photographer moved and I haven't had a chance to find a new one that I trust. So please bare with me okay.

TTUL

Love Licks and Stiff Dicks

JD Styles

remember you can call me at 1-800-863-5478 *0465430

Running on Internet 1.NO.WAY

2008-09-02T06:20:00.000-07:00

Ok so in my last post I posted about not having the net so that i could update like i want and what have you. Well not only do i still not have a full 100% all the time net connection but I am piggybacking on my neighbors connection.
Which makes running a business pretty damn hard concidering that for most of the shit that I do requires at least DSL not some random less than 2 mbps connection but case of rum and all of that jaz.
Hope all is well with the rest of you.

Talk to you soon

Love licks and stiff dicks

JD Styles
800-863-5478 *0465430

Skype

2008-08-24T22:22:00.000-07:00

Have I had the chance to tell you all about how much i am loving Skype. I have known about their services for several years now but it has only been within the last few months that I have actually used their services.
Skype is a VOIP program that allows you to make calls around the world for only a few dollars a month. To call anywhere within the United States and Canada its only $2.95, to Mexico its $4.95 and World Wide for $9.95 a month.
What makes it even better is that there are actual phones that you can buy for this service. They sell 'em at Wal-Mart and places like that. I found one that plugs into the USB port on my computer for $4.95 + $3.50 shiping and handleing. Pretty soon I am going to be implimenting this service fully into my other lines of work to better suite your needs and mine.
If you would like to chat with me hit me up my Skype name is jd.styles so I hope to hear from you soon!

Damned Internet

2008-08-21T08:50:00.000-07:00

ok so right now i dont have internet service because my ISP company decieded to cut out services in my area for the last two weeks saying that they are upgrading the lines and that "we will be issuing a full refund for the two weeks lost"
WTFE is all i have to say. SO anywho that is what is going on right now with me and my wonderous journies with IT and ISP

IT workings

2008-08-11T18:54:00.000-07:00

Tonight IT and I are going to be sitting down and working on server 3 and are going to try and bring it back online. However, the internet server is still down for now, but should be back up and running within a day or two quite possibly a week

Check Me out at Tagged.com

2008-08-04T15:56:00.000-07:00

here is my tagged account http://www.tagged.com/jdstyles

2008-07-31T21:30:00.000-07:00

Get me on your mobile phone

2008-07-13T10:45:00.000-07:00

Hey there guys check out my latest venture. I am now offering Mobile content for you to download to your cell phone. Keep posted as I will be adding ringtones, moantones, mobile video and much more.
For now check out this nice little selection.

The Gradure of No Internet Connections

2008-06-11T10:50:00.000-07:00

So yeah my internet is down yet a-freaking-gain!!! After battling with IT for an hour and a half, they said that the IP server went down due to a power surge and that my service wont be reestablished until friday or saturday of this week and I wont probably be posting again until tuesday or wensday of next week.

so just hang on...

working and getting shit together

2008-06-01T14:59:00.000-07:00

ok so i have been trying to get my shit out there so that i can make a few $ but its just harder than i remembered but o well...

hope that you all call me some time soon

800 863 5478 x 045430

love licks and stiff dicks

JD Styles

2008 so far!!!

2008-06-01T00:22:00.000-07:00

ok so here we are 6 months into the 2008 year and boy has it been a fucking hell of a ride!
We started off 2008 with a bang, all was well things were a little tight around the house, and the community. Gas prices threatened to reach $4.00 per gallon and we were all just a little worried about that, but we moved on.
February moved on in and we had a wonderful time with Mardi-gars and the gas went up just a bit, and then came march were we saw it come down just a bit for about 2 maybe 3 weeks.
My big Digital Birthday Bash which was supposed to be held on the 16th ended up being canceled because of tech problems. Then the voyure cams began to malfunction and they were up and down like Oprah's weight. Then I started a 9-5 and lasted there for about 2 months and was laid off about 1 week ago (5/20/08) and now im back hitting the streets looking for a job outside of the industry. Dont get me wrong I love the Industry but i need something where im not naked all the time. So starting on the 2 i am going to be really looking for someting. in the mean time im devoting a large amount of time to marketing my sites and the phone sex line. Of which I have to say is good thus far, I have 2 new customers so thats a good trend and they've called me 4 times in the last 2 days so thats even better.
Ahhh yes 2008 has had some great bumps and im looking forward to seeing what new is coming down the turn pike.

I'll keep you updated as you will continue to read this LOL

love licks and stiff dicks

JD Styles

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call me now!

2008-05-31T23:55:00.000-07:00

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The ever changing river we call life!

2008-05-29T05:55:00.000-07:00

No one ever really knows which way things are going to flow. If you do this then that might happen but then again this and that may happen too as a cause of this happening.
Just when we believe that things are finally working out for the best the divine comedy decides to throw a monkey wrench into the mix just to see how we fair. I know, speaking personally, that this shit always seems to happening when we become the most happiest.
Now we can fight against it, flopping like a fish on the end of a hook but really in the end we just have to give up and take our bow and accept what the fates have given us. Fairness is a luxury that is an illusion created to make us think that we have a direct impact in our own lives. Sure we have the choices which shape the road to come but we have no power in the placement of the speed bumps and obstacles that we have to over come and dodge.
I just wish someday things will be easier and that I find that which im looking for.

The 2008 White Party in Palm Springs

2008-04-22T21:56:00.000-07:00

my fucking god that was an interesting freaking night of random fun. I attended the white party this weekend and it was freaking intense. There were drunk gay dudes all over the fucking place, playing grab ass and what have you, and more coke than I think Studio 57 ever saw in its prime. All I have to say is that I had fun *while staying sober* and that the clubs were rocking!!!!

I love palm springs for that reason.

Aunty Emm Where Did JD's Studio Go?

2008-04-11T08:21:00.000-07:00

Looking around my studio this moring I realized that I have pathways etched into the massive amounts of shit just laying on my floor. Props, cameras, clothing, and other misallanious bullshit just all around. I have also noticed that there is a huge problem with my entertainment center where I keep one of my webcams, and my radio, its leaning at like a 78 degree angle and looks like if I touched it that it would fall apart!

So what is an unegar, unwilling, uninspired JD Styles going to be doing.......CLEANING THE FUCKING STUDIO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I may turn on the cams and record my 'progress" lol!

Love Licks and Stiff Dicks

JD Styles!

A Fan Club???

2008-04-08T18:52:00.000-07:00

Yes its true I have started a fan club and it is awsome. Well at least I think so and really thats all that matters, well not really. So I hope that you all join my fan site because its going to contain things that my other sites dont or wont have.

Also I started a new phone sex site a few months ago and im not really feeling the love for it but thats a different story. I think that I finally have everything thing fixed with my IT problems. I think that Im going to be updating my server some by added either another hard drive, and more memory, and another newer faster processor, or just getting a whole new computer with more usb ports so that I can run all 4 of my webcams without running 2 of them through my usb hub. I am not really sure yet. However, I do know that I am going to be getting a new digital cam that is at least 8+ mpix and getting a video camera that is usb/firewire and begin producing videos.

I am currently working on some new video clips and am working on my very first boy/girl photo shoot with a new model named Luna (www.rude.com/lunachick) and quite possibably a bisexual and a gay photoshoot so we shall see whats up and going on.

Any who thats all thats going on with me thus far. Hope all is going well with you all. Remember that you can call me anytime either to shoot the shit or shoot the load :)

1-800-863-5478 x 0465430

Love Licks and Stiff Dicks

JD Styles

More IT set backs

2008-04-02T23:32:00.000-07:00

ok so we all know what problems I've been having with my IT shit lately well to add insult to injury I have now lost my laptop to the anger of the IT gods and a virus. So I have been spending since 7:00pm till 11:36pm (and counting) trying to get my computer back up and running.

Thankfully the virus didnt get onto the network and took the other 3 computers down with it so this is a good thing. My pills are making me tired as fucking hell and I've been going to bed about 7:30 pm every night and waking up refreshed in the moring but damn thats eairly.

And the new job thus far is ok, but my 1st day I almost killed one of our clients by giving them something that they are allergic to, so that was fun.

Besides that, that is all im pretty much doing. So if you want please give me a call and keep me company at 1-800-863-5478 x 0465430

Love Licks and Stiff Dicks

JD Styles

Damn new job.....damn new pills.....damn it all shakes fist

2008-03-29T22:38:00.000-07:00

Ok so your porn prince had to go to the hospital because of some problems with his back. Yeah my back has been fucking killing me the last couple of weeks which has caused some un-nice pains in the money makers LOL. So I thought "hey go get this shit taking a look at" so I went and got pills and they are making me all kinds of happy. AND I am starting a non-adult 9-5 on monday, so we shall see how this goes.

Wish me luck boys and girls

Love Licks and Stiff Dicks

JD Styles

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2008-03-24T00:03:00.000-07:00

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Happy Easter!!!

2008-03-23T22:47:00.000-07:00

OK so the easter bunny (IE Tech Support) upgraded my main computer by placing another hard drive into my computer thus drastically increasing my space and overall system performance. They did something called Virtual Memory sharing where they allocate all the free space on all 3 of my hard drives and convert it into system memory. Pretty cool huh? So now my computer is running 480 gigs of HD Space and about 1/2 gig of RAM wooot!

Anyways I hope that the easter bunny was good to you and brought you everything that you wanted.

Love, Licks, and Stiff Dicks

JD Styles

Prais be to the IT Gods

2008-03-18T14:02:00.000-07:00

Ok so after the voyeur cams being down for almost the entire day I finally got them back up and running so you all can resume watching your favorite amateur porn stat JD Styles :)

Another Snaphoo

2008-03-18T07:28:00.000-07:00

Ok so I awaken this morning to find that my fucking camera isnt working and in order to run a live house cam and get it noticed and what have you that you have to have 2 cam's running at all times. So being the 'cut corner' person that I am, I have been looking for a way to make 1 cam seem like 2 cams but well its not working so im in ass deep with IT right now trying to get my shit working but well thus far with no luck. Dag Gum it.

So for right now if you log into www.jdstyles4u.com you will only see 1 cam running and a black screen for the other. Hope to have this fixed by 5 pm PST otherwise its just going to be a 1 cam house for a few days until i can get another one up and going.

Freaking hell man, if its not 1 thing its 60.....this right here is making me want to become a pro and not an amateur at least that way there is a studio that is on the line and not my nuts.

Hope everyone else is having a better day thus far.

Loves
- JD Styles

Happy Saint Patricks Day

2008-03-17T13:47:00.000-07:00

Well even though the catholic church decided to move the date of Saint Patricks Day Celebration from the 17th as tradition declairs to the 15th this year, happy freakin St. Patties Day.

Freakin Set Backs!

2008-03-11T12:33:00.000-07:00

ok so this is the weekend of my birthday and I was suppose to go to palm springs and have a good time with some friends of mine well I was canceled on. Which i knew that was going to happen but oh well my birthday never works out the way it should.
But I'm hosting a virtual birthday bash on march 14th @ 8pm (PST) over at www.jdstyles4u.com

hope to see you all there!

Virtual Birthday Bash

2008-03-07T19:42:00.001-08:00

Hey guys you are invited to my digital birthday bash March 14th @ 8:00 Pm (PST) this show will only last for about 30 minutes - 1 hour unless all is going well. Show Price will be $1.00. You all can speak to me through the room or via Instant Messenger which I will give to you at the time of the show via PM.

Hope to see you all there.

JD Styles

recapping

2008-03-04T23:24:00.000-08:00

ok so i know that i have probably said this before but I HATE MARKETING and now fully understand why large corporations pay top dollar for people to do it for them. Not only is it fucking hella labor intensive but there is a secret art to getting it done.
You have to market or make appealing the product or service that you are willing to make a buck from seem like something that the consumer cannot live without, or that it would be something that will somehow make their daily lives better. Now in the adult entertainment industry this is very hard because peoples sexual appetites vary so much, and that 98% of all adult materials purchased are male consumers, where the other 2% are female generated consisting of toy and very little movie/pornographic materials. So with that little bit of trivial knowledge, what does this mean?
Well as a Solo-Gay/Bi sexual adult entertainer it is extreamly hard to not only sell yourself but market yourself too. Because I dont have a vagina nor tits straight men wont buy me, and because gay men have such high standards in their male sex objects being a 28 year old ***lb man (a true diva never gives out their weight) I dont really fall into the releam of Super Model. However, there are those few men (god bless them) that not only find me attractive, but also are wonderful fans that like the "real" people. Guys that are just like them, who are not fake or superficial. And that is who I market myself to. My hardest thing right now is just getting them to eddy up with some money because there are so many people out there that offer free porn it makes it hard for persons who do web or online porn for a living hard.
But in all fairness its a fun industry and wouldnt trade it for anything in the world. I just hate marketing.

Remember guys and gals you can call me anytime at 1-800-863-5478 x 0465430

Getting shit together

2008-03-03T07:08:00.000-08:00

Getting shit together
6:57AM on March 03, 2008

OK so I have come to the conclusion that I really need to get shit together and start treating my site as a business and working it. However, I know that its very hard to market a single gay male who doesn't do hardcore. And because I dont have an over all style it makes it that much harder too.
I am really liking the whole Phone Sex thing but thats kinda hard to market too since there is a whole 'shyness' that you must over come, not only as the operator but on the customer level too. Seeing the porn and listening to a real live person interacting with you are wholly different experiences. Where still images and videos are always there and you pretty much own them thus after purchasing them, there is that since of security because they are not able to judge you. Where as PSO's are living breathing people, that have the uncensored ability to say anything at any given minute, that makes it more scary for the customer because they are afraid of being judged or ridiculed for their sexual fantasy's or fetishes.
As a true PSO you try and learn not to judge or otherwise belittle your customers because if you provide them with a truly interactive conversation that deals with their wants and needs regardless of how bizar they might be, that customer will continue calling you back just because you have not only taken the time to answer your phone but have met them on their level and were able to smoothly guide them out of their comfort area of actually verbalizing their fetishes or sexual needs but you have in their minds created a relationship/friendship that allows them to feel comfortable around you and talking to you.
So knowing these things I have developed a very personal relationship with many of my customers and have come to think of myself as a sexual therapist and have actually begun looking forward to hearing from my customers on a regular basis. So I guess the whole point of this blog is just that I need to find a direction and go with it.....Any Idea's?

hey guys

2008-02-29T23:25:00.000-08:00

here is my phone sex line so if you cant get me on niteflirt try here 1-866-6go-chat (1-866-646-2428) extention 15823 or click on the button

god damn it what i have to say.....

2008-02-15T10:40:00.000-08:00

ok so last night i come home to find my sisters ex at the house, after hearing her bitch and complain about him for years and what have you, she broke up with him and now i think she is about to take him back....if thats the case i probably wont be seeing her or talking to her for a while.

Happy Valentines Day and other random saying.....

2008-02-14T07:31:00.000-08:00

Hey there guys how is your 2008 going? Well I am excited to tell you that I have now launched my first voyeur cam which can be checked out at www.jdstyles4u.com or at http://www.Rude.com/lh/KM7m0LU84RL you can catch me about 4-6 hours a day sometimes more. The cams all take place within my room so you never know what your going to find or see me doing.
So I hope that you all take this opportunity to 'move in' with me and I will talk to you all later.

BTW dont forget that I still am doing phone sex at 1-800-863-5478 x 0465430

2008 is great

2008-01-28T17:00:00.000-08:00

thus far. I have been really kicking ass on gettin my videos out and getting some really awsome feedback from my fans. I have a new request line and everything. I just wanted to say thanks to everyone for their positive feed back and support. Im trying to make 2008 great and you are helping me along.
Now im back off to get some more work done.

Also tune in march 13th for my very special birthday cam show, help me celebrate my bday while I help you fire off some knuckle children.

TTUL

JD Styles

800-863-5478 x 0465430

Question to the general public

2008-01-22T20:45:00.000-08:00

ok so im not one who knows how to flirt very well so i am looking for tips.

You see there is this person that i am really starting to fall for and they are where i was at 3 or 4 years ago with my ex. (meaning same situations almost down to a T) and I see how this person is hurting and what have you, and I dont know if is their frailty due to the situation or because I find this person attractive. Now mind you they are very very attractive but you know what i mean (hopefully)

so here is my problem do i continue with the little talk and stolen moments here and there or just comeout and say "Hey I like you"......? I dont want to do the whole grade school bull shit of "Circle yes or no" lol but at the same time I dont want them to leave the person that they are currently with because of me. I want everything to fall into place on its own so that way I may still continue to have a friendship with both parties.

oh well that is my current problem.

Content Shoot

2008-01-22T06:57:00.000-08:00

for the next couple of days i will be doing a content photoshoot. Its time to update my picture archive for the website and I have some fans that have sent in requests for different types of photos so....I thought that i might just try and get them done.

So lets see what happens...... :)

vblog

2008-01-20T15:12:00.000-08:00

please enable plug-in support

The New site

2008-01-19T19:34:00.000-08:00

well folks i thought that the new site wouldn't be done until march well the gods of porn said otherwise. Me and the IT crew kicked it in the ass and got shit posted. And I must say its the best site that I have ever personally created. Thanks to those who helped and inspired me.

I have new sections 1 for downloads, 2 VOD libraries, 1 personal VOD (my movies and clips starring me) and 1 image section (featuring pictures of me) and top it all off with my new web camming and phone sex listings and you have one hell of a time on your hands or at least the result of one

so go take a look and let me know what you think. I will be updating this site about 3-5 times a week. And posting new photos and videos about 2-3 times a month. So stay tuned.

site up and operational

2008-01-08T18:20:00.000-08:00

Hey there guys my site is now up and operational come check it out http://jdstyles4u.fortunecity.com

I moved it from PorkyHost.com because they decided that they were only going to make the website visible for 3 days a week and after that they were going to be posting their own adds and what have you. So I was told about Fortunecity.com and it seems to be a damn good service thus far but we will see.

let me know what you all think.

Day 4 of the new year and progress

2008-01-04T16:22:00.000-08:00

...is being made. Thats right folks, I thought that it was going to be about march before I got the new site up and running but well I have a beta version up and going so here is the url for now http://jdstyles.porkyhost.com if some of the images aren't showing up please bare with me as I am working on the site all the time and I might just have that picture down and or moving it around and tweaking the HTML code.
The site is almost fully functional and I will be devoting 50% of my free time to working on it the rest is going to be doing cam shows, phone sex calls, and shooting content. SO visit it and let me know what you think.

Hope all is well thus far.

JD

With a new year

2007-12-30T10:46:00.000-08:00

....beginning what is your resolution going to be? Are you going to resolve to be:

*more caring
*more patient
*less distracted
*thinner
*happier
*healthier
*more networked
*less stressed
*find a better job

In this the time of new beginnings I believe that we all start the year with highest hopes that our upcoming year will be better. We have it within ourselves to shape our universe, yet we become so jaded and brow beaten that we forget this and take into depression and despair.
Let us make the best of 2008, let us not negate our resolutions as we tend to do 2 or 3 weeks into them. I know that with work, and family its hard to maintain certain goals but that is what makes them all the more rewarding, is when you finish them you can look back and say "look at my hardwork and here is my payoff."
I hope that you all have this wonderful opportunity to reflect on your life, your family, and what have you and begin mapping out your new hopes, and dreams, and make them a reality. Just keep in mind that if you set your goals too high your are just setting yourself up for destruction.

So from my desktop to yours

Happy New Years

WHY did i have to go on the fucking quest for the holy grail...

2007-12-27T17:23:00.000-08:00

...when i went looking for a bathroom at the Galleria at Tyler in Riverside, Ca. I was in JC Penny's and I really had to go. They use to be downstairs by the girls clothing but they moved them. Well I asked on of the sales clerks where they were now located, and she said that the mens was upstairs by the salon. Ok so I went upstairs and looked for the salon and in the mean time I found a sign that said restroom's. So I thought ok maybe its over there.
So I mozy on over and found not the mens but the womens and the store offices. I asked the guy at the counter in front of the womens restroom and he said that he didnt know where the mens was.....? I continued on my search and finally found the salon, now by this point my fucking bladder was about the size of a beach ball. Still no bathroom. I asked another guy who worked there and he pointed to this dark creavus in the wall and said 'its there' well after making my way through the people crowding around the various selves and racks and pushed some coats out of the way i finally make it into the bathroom.

But really people I was about to piss on something and blame it on some little kid...lol

Only a few days left

2007-12-27T09:51:00.000-08:00

GOD DAMN IT is all i have say!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-12-23T09:05:00.000-08:00

ok so yet another damned set back but this time its kinda my fault.....I know that people always say save, save, save, back up, back up, back up.....I lost all of the work that i just did on the website and all the new pictures. SOOOOOOOOO its going to be a few more days until its back up.

sorry guys

JD

Cold Weather, Christmas, and Holiday Madness

2007-12-22T07:29:00.000-08:00

OK first off I need to be giving some love to my new favorite radio station in LA www.Prideradiola.com

click image for larger picture

its a new HD Channel that you can pick up with HD Radios.

Ok after my shameful plug, I'm here to let you all know that I have uploaded 4 new videos to Clips4sale and to Rude.com and I've uploaded some hot pictures to my Image Store
Also the launch date of the website is looking like it still may be in march. However I am working my tail off to recreate the website as best as possible and retake pictures and do new videos and what have you so please bare with me.

Also Im going to be working on some custom photos so if you have a set that you would like for me to do just send it along in an email and we will talk about it. My email as always is jdstyles4u@gmail.com

SO thats it for now, remember that Im taking Phone Bone calls until the 25th @ 6:30 am PST so until then I will look forward to hearing from you.

-JD Styles

800-863-5478 x 0465430

Set Back

2007-12-19T21:18:00.000-08:00

OK, well i hate delivering bad news but currently as of 12/18/2007 @ 9:19 pm pst my launch date has been postponed until 3/25/08 due to computer problems. My server hard drive went down and along with it all the data, photos, and programs that were suppose to launch on 1/2/08.
But good news is that web cam, and phone sex options have not been effected by these developments. My IT people assure me that we will have everything up and running and back on schedule by Thursday or Friday with minimal to no further set backs.

So heres to hoping.

And as always you can call me anytime day or night 800-863-5478 ext 0465430

JD

The wonderful world of web design

2007-12-18T21:06:00.000-08:00

Well the new website is taking some time to develop and its becoming more time consuming than I wanted it to be but hopefully it will be totally bad ass. I am taking PSO calls at 800-863-5478 x 0465430 all day every day until 12/25 and will be on x-mas vacation until 12/28 so I hope that you all take advantage of this. Anyways I just wanted to update for you all.

Hope everything is going well.

TTUL

JD

MAKE IT STOP

2007-12-17T21:15:00.000-08:00

my fucking neighbors have this singing xmas display that is about to fucking kill me.....i cant sleep and this damn thing is making me want to kill puppies............

HELP ME PLEASE

Random Hoopla

2007-12-13T00:17:00.000-08:00

Well I have been taking classes at my local J.C. and one of the classes that i have been taking is Introduction to Flash and with this handy dandy little class and application I have begun working on creating a new website that will be interactive and more browser compatible with all the newest browsers/software.
Its coming along very well, but im not sure if im going to fully launch that site right now. Im also working on really getting my phone sex up and going 24hrs a day and now have that ability, however there are certain times of the day but its damn near 24 hours a day lol....

But anyways I just wanted to give you all an update. ttul

call me 800-86-5478 ext 0465430

PEOPLE ARE FUCKING AMAZING!!!!

2007-12-10T23:56:00.000-08:00

OK so here's the question, if you are well lets say talking about your car getting fixed and then someone ties lets say red shoes into the conversation and starts trying to
compare the two wouldn't that just make you angry?
Now I know that your sitting here trying to read that last paragraph wondering if I typed it out wrong but well I will for your sake tell you that I
didn't type it wrong, and yes it is suppose to be that confusing. Recently I was the center of the universe in two peoples argument. Now we will call person A Bob and person B Jan.
Now Bob has a child we will call Greg. Now Greg is failing his subjects at school and has been sent home a notice saying that if he doesn't improve within the next couple of months that he will have to attend summer school or be held back a grade.
Well Bob tells Greg that if improvements aren't shown within X number of days that Greg will be attending Continuation School.

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Pretty straight forward thus far correct?
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So Bob turns to Jan and says "man its hard for me to say stuff like that to him, because I just want nothing but the best for him..." (a reasonable heartfelt statement from a caring and concerned parent.) Then Jan says "what is hard about it, we have given him every opportunity for him to do well, we have restricted him, taken things away, ect. and nothing works. If he does well in Continuation School then that is where he should be."
To which Bob replies with "you just don't understand" and Jan says "what don't I understand? That you don't want to say things like that to him because you didn't complete school yourself or what?" Which thus begins the fight.

Jan and Bob begin fighting about Greg's GPA, and lack of conviction on Bob's part in the whole education process, which leads Bob into then attacking me. NOW this is where it gets interesting. Bob starts yelling at Jan about me because I don't have a 'job' because the adult industry isn't a real 9-5 but well we all know that its actually a 5am-12am + and that begins the whole he said she said, he does this and doesn't do that, bullshit. So as the fight progresses, Bob then turns on Jan. And finally it ends up with Jan telling Bob to get out of the house.

A then quickly humbled Bob begin begging for more time than a 3 day leave notice, and to which Jan says "get the fuck out, you don't care about me and what happens in this house then why the fuck should I care about you.....figure it out ass hole, your out tomorrow."

I love how I am the center of the universe for people, especially when they "don't like me" because it seems that the more that someone hates you the more that they have tabs on
what's going on in your life. But hey, fuck what you heard, recognize what you see, love your haters because they're your biggest fans....!

Looking for help

2007-12-06T10:00:00.001-08:00

Hey there guys, im looking for help right now. I am in need of some ideas of what to add to my new page to make it more appealing and interactive for you all. I currently have live webcam feeds, an affiliates section, and video blogs, as well as a reg text blog area. So if you have any suggestions just hit me up.
Remember that the site goes live on 1/1/08 so time is really ticking!

Again, thanks in advance

JD

Coming this Janurary 2008

2007-11-26T09:49:00.000-08:00

Hey there boys and girls, I am currently undergoing a whole new renovation with Rude.com, and some of the other places that I currently am working. Also along with that I'm going to school full time now and am also looking for a non-industry job too. But dont worry I haven't forgotten about my fans. I am going to start Video Blogging now so that you dont have to read my god awful spelling and what have you.

SO check out the whole new me airing at www.jdstyles4u.com and stay tuned.

Update for the past month or two

2007-10-04T09:41:00.000-07:00

hey there guys, im so sorry that i havent updated in a few minutes. I have returned to school and my schdule has been hell. Im taking several classes each with a huge demand on my time. Though I have not forgotten you all.
Right now I have several new things in the mix and hope to be launching them very very soon for your viewing pleasure. Also im working on a whole new totally interactive flash baised website that is sure to help you keep your wood under control. Im looking forward to getting back in front of the camera for you and making the whole experience 1000 times better. so please bare with me as im undergoing a lot of changes and also look for me this week end at Glamour Con Los Angels as I will be walking the exhibit and doing a signing. Hope to see you all there.

showing some love

2007-09-02T00:19:00.000-07:00

XXX Blog Directory

School Daze

2007-08-31T22:45:00.000-07:00

My fucking god folks. Well as most of you know already Im starting school Sept 4th and will get out Dec 22nd and that Im going to try and take a Phelbotmy class but the class is full. Today I came to the horrible realization that everything was going to happen in 4 days. God help me. I have to go to school at 7:45 am and try to catch my Professor in the lab department so that I may take the class, then i have to go to the doctors at 2:00 pm and be done by 4:00 to make it to the Phelbotmy Class to hopfully get added and not get out of there until 9:40 pm, and then sometime within the next couple of days get my assement test done, and get signed up for EOPS...WOOT so yeah I have been hella busy. Also I have been Reoping cars and am dead fucking tired but thats a different story.

JD Styles Update

2007-08-25T22:39:00.000-07:00

Well I have stepped out of the limelight for a bit to pursue my interests of becoming a Phelbotmist and to spend sometime with family. Yes even I have family, though I don't like to admit to it lol.
Yes I want to become a medically trained and paid vampire, making some good money and still do my porn on the side. And am currently watching Party Monster, and looking at how that use to be my life, but enough of that. So yes yes I have to go forth and play.

I could have died

2007-08-05T05:35:00.000-07:00

ok so my sister had this wonderful idea about going forth into the wilderness and go camping....ok well it sounded fun and was something that i hadnt done in a while (since i was 12 and in the boyscouts) so we went to bogart park in cherry valley ca and rented a camp ground, and did fishing and made smores and just sat around a campfire just enjoying the fact that it was nice and cool and that we were all getting along.
As the night drew to a close, we all began to go to sleep. At 2:30-3:00 this morning i got up and used the bathroom outside on the side of the tree next to my tent then i went back to bed, only to be awaken by my sister crying and hyperventilating, i said sis whats wrong, she said "b b bear" I put my glasses on and sure as shit there was a large california golden brown bear standing less than 5ft from my tent rooting through the trash. I unzipped my tent really fast and got out and shined my light on it and said "yah bear....oh bear" and it looked at me and then I yelled "frank theres a bear" really loud and it took off running into the ditch next to our camp site. Shaking with adreline I began shining my light around trying to catch a glimpse of it and hoping that i wouldnt that it ran off into the woods.
Now when we left we ran into another bear w/ her cubs and we just kept driving.

im now home and probably never going to go camping.

Updates and hard work

2007-08-03T15:00:00.000-07:00

Ok so you all might have noticed that I havent updated in a while and that is because I have been working as a Repo Man...Yes that is right a mutha fucking REPO MAN. From Porn Prince to Grease Monkey Car Repossessor

So yes i am trying not to neglect the "pone" but its hard to work when you are not able to sit down for more than 45 seconds but be patient i will do my best

The Cycle of Life and Death....the harshness of nature

2007-07-19T23:51:00.000-07:00

Today I witnessed the cycle of life and death, and the harshness of nature. As I was walking down the street I saw a baby bird that was maybe about 6 days old. Its gray skin barely showing the sines of having small fuzz, its little beak open chirping for its mother and father to help it back to the nest. Panting hard because it lay exposed in the sunlight. With quiet eyes the mother and father looked down upon me to see what it was that I was going to do to their baby. I scooped it up and placed it within the grass next to the tree in which i assumed the nest was in. I said a whispered prayer for the little chick, asking that the god that governs creatures both great and small would watch over it, and give the parents strength to make the flight back up the 30 something feet to the top where their nest was. I crossed the street and stood there reciting my pagan prayers to the gods of animals. I watched with heartbreaking sadness as all the birds came down from the trees and sat on the wall or low hanging limbs to see this poor baby laying helpless in the grass, each swooping close to it as if to pay respects and tell it goodbye. The mother came the closest to the chick, and chirped a small uninspired repetion of sounds at it, as another bird fluttered above them. I looked upon this and realized that the chick was too heavy for them to lift off of the ground.

I turned and continued on my journey and when I returned home that evening I looked to the grass where I had laid the small beast and saw that it was dead. A sadness filled me knowing that I was the last person to have seen it alive, and knowing that I was probably the only person in the whole of the universe that really cared if this little bird lived or died. Though I realized at that moment that is just the cycle of life and death, and the harshness of nature. We as humans have our own worries when it comes to death, we have sickness, murder, war, famine, and many other things that prove to us just how fragile our bodies and lives really are. These creatures share the same fates as us. Their wars fought with beak, claw, teeth, and horn. Murder coming from the alpha male of a pride, pack, or higher being on the food chain. The famine that plights us also brings starvation to them. No matter how much we view ourselves apart from them, this affinity came like a flood over me that we really are interconnected, a symbiotic extention of one another. The animals of this world bring us such joy and beauty, yet we take from them their lands to further our human progression. Setting aside 3 or 4 acres here and there for "national parks" or "wildlife preserve" when they had all the world to roam. When did we become an all consuming fire that had no thought or feeling, and just raped and pillaged the land.

Then when nature is backed into a corner, it becomes unstable, and dangerous. The animals that once hunted where the newest Wal-Mart now stands are forced to scrounge through new suburbia for scraps that we scrape from our plates. Eating and picking through our discarded feasts. While we live in our homes of stone and mortar content with our gultinay and bind content for the world around us. Like the ancient Romans with their lavish houses, and barbaric feasts, where the attending guests would gorge themselves to the point where another morsel couldn't be placed within their mouths, they would excuse themselves to the vomitariums of their hosts estate and purge from them their over crowed meals, just to sit before the feast and gorge themselves again. We are consuming the same way, with out content or a thought toward tomorrow. We fill the skies with ashes, and pollution. We clear lands in thousands of acres a day for wood, and land to build our homes. We take and take with no promise of return.

I weep for all manner of person or beast for when one goes the other will follow. Our progress is slowly plucking at the treads that keep us all alive and together. What a sad sad world we are now living in.

funny sad but true

2007-07-19T20:08:00.001-07:00

Subject: First Graders

> >>A teacher was doing a study testing the senses (taste) of first graders
> >>>using a bowl of Lifesavers.
> >>>
> >>>The children began to say:
> >>>
> >>>Red......................Cherry
> >>>Yellow................Lemon
> >>>Green...................Lime
> >>>Orange.................Orange
> >>>
> >>>Finally the teacher gave them all HONEY Lifesavers.
> >>>
> >>>None of the children could identify the taste.
> >>>
> >>>"Well," she said, "I will give you all a clue. It's what your mother
> >>>may sometimes call your father."
> >>>
> >>>One little girl looked up in horror, and yelled
>>>>"Oh, my God...spit them out...they're assholes"

i hate the fucking rude

2007-07-17T16:49:00.000-07:00

Ok so my grandmother called me today because i havent talked to her in almost 2 weeks which for me to not have talked to her is along time, well dont you just love it when your on the phone and people keep picking up and hanging up...WTF GIVE ME A GOD DAMN MINUTE.....I understand that others need to use the phone but im not going to tell my 86 year old grand mother to hang up because i cant fucking talk because other assholes need to use the god damned phone......fuck that shit, she wont be around in 6 or 7 years im pretty sure what ever fucking 'business that you need to take care of will be around in 40 or 50 minutes. But hey maybe im just a son of a bitch that dont understand. Oh well.

Hating on the Postal Service

2007-07-12T20:10:00.000-07:00

I HATE THE GOD DAMN POSTAL SERVICE, THEY ARE A BUNCH OF FUCKING DIPTARDS.

Ok so for the last month and a half I have been in battle with the USPS and the mighty powers of stupidity that steam from within its beuricatic bowls. My father and I have the same name save for our middle initial his is "L" and mine is "D". Well for the past 40 years my father has always received his mail when addressed Jerald Lynn Styles or JD Styles SR. I now into my late 20's almost into my 30's I have decided that its time for me to retrieve my own mail from my postal box.
So I do what any normal red blooded american does as a right of passage I change my address from mom and dads to my new home. *insert golf clap here* ENTER THE POST OFFICE with the collective intelligence of 3 day old cum on a hookers chin. Because my father and I share the same name different middle I have now began reciving his shit at my house. I try to explain to the man that all his mail that is coming via Johnathan David Styles or JD Styles or even J Styles will becoming to my house because we share a name that is similar and what have you. *Fire good when cooking, bad when touched.....*(said like a cave man) so this appeases the gods for a moment until the Prom Night Dumpster Baby of a Post Master decided to stamp Send to Johnathan D Styles ***50 San***** Dr SP#**8 M***** ****** , CA 9**** on my dads work check. NOT ONCE, NOT TWICE, BUT THREE FUCKING TIMES!!!!!!!!!!!!! So today I open the mail and lo and behold there is his fucking pay check staring at me like "Hi bitch how you do?" spinning me into a whole new level of pissed off. So I make the dreaded walk back into the house to call him knowing full well that he is about ready to crawl up my ass and place C4 explosives on my colon and detonate it as he is running the other way. So I dialed the number to rang the operator of death "HEY BOY" comes across the phone, and before I have a chance to state my case he says "my check is there isnt it?" I look around and out the window thinking that he may be watching me, and I said "yeah its..." *here begins the longest slue of profanity that I've ever heard in my life* when he stopped for a breath I quickly raised the white flag of SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LET A BITCH SPEAK FOR A SECOND now that I had the platform I chose my words more carefully than a Greek Poet and delicately put them together in a calm soothing way to try and save what was left of my bleeding ass. "Dad I will go down and change my address to yours again but I have alot of things coming in the mail and you will have to fed ex them for next day service in order for me to get my affairs in order." *you could actually hear the crack of his psyche as he snapped and reverted backwards in time into a creature that I dont think the great minds of science have yet to unearth or categorizes into a genius or other branch of living or extinct animal yet to be classified so I went ahead and told him to give me his account number (which you would have thought that i had just asked the Pentagon for Launch Codes) but explained that i was going to go down to the bank and deposit his money into his account he was ok and cool with that idea. So the universe is back in somewhat of an order and things are not smooth but a little less bumpy.
So anyways I hope you've enjoyed this latest installment of WHY THE WORLD IS MY FAULT.

Fucking what the hell

2007-07-06T21:29:00.000-07:00

Ok im pretty sure that the whole world can relate to the whole money problem issue but god damn, when you go to offer someone money that you dont have to give them wouldnt you think that they would at least say oh awsome thanks or something like that shit.....Oh fucking hell no not in my house. I get my check and cash it and offer it up just to help and pretty much spit at. "thats not even going to get us through the week" WTF get your money else where, ungreatful assholes. so yeah anyways, grrrr is a good statment for the night. AND THEN, I said that i was probably going to go to the moives and you would have thought that i asked for a leg to be cut off...."well if you go to the movies we really wont make it...." UM EXCUSE ME BUT IT IS MY FUCKING MONEY AND I DONT HAVE TO LET YOU USE ANY OF IT, BUT UM OK........

so yes, the more that i have to deal with money the more that i just want to be come a hobbit in the wildreness and live off the land, and say fuck you to the god almight dollar, and bills, and the fucking unneeded stress of the green.

anyways on a lighter note, I spent the 4th of july by myself watching my fav Buffy the Vampire Slayer episodes and just listening to all the guns and what have you go off in good old city life.

My toy moved away

2007-07-04T19:01:00.000-07:00

My next door neighbor's boyfriend and her broke up. And now he is going away. However, he did leave me his number and told me that he would call and that we could still go to the movies. So i will have to work on him later.

LEAVE THE FUCKING LITE ON

2007-07-02T23:17:00.000-07:00

OK so do we all know and understand the function of a nightlight? WELL the stupid ass couch deweller that my sister calls her ex cannot leave the fucking thing alone. He has now removed the light bulb out of it and has done god knows what with it. So I took my neices tinkerbell lite and pluged it in where the night lite was.
So we shall see what type of shit it will now increw.

Nowlive.com is featuring JD Styles :)

2007-06-30T12:11:00.000-07:00

Now you all may be wondering what this is all about. If not we are going to pertend that you are wondering what it is....why? Because its my F*ing blog and your the readers LOL.
No but seriously. I am now hosting a weekly radio show. Its nothing fancy, it has no bells and whistles, but its a typical JD Styles show. Now any of you that know me, and know my show style, know that even though its AMATEUR to the max, its still funny as fucking hell. So Im inviting you all to come view and listen to my show. I havent decided what days Im going to do them but you can count on it being after 9:00pm PST.

So swing by and check it out at www.nowlive.com/jdstyles or at http://adult.pornparks.com/jdstyles4u/ once there click on the Radio Show link and you will be taken there directly.

songs for my life right now

2007-06-30T00:46:00.000-07:00

Aretha Franklin - Respect
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(oo) What you want
(oo) Baby, I got
(oo) What you need
(oo) Do you know I got it?
(oo) All I'm askin'
(oo) Is for a little respect when you come home (just a little bit)
Hey baby (just a little bit) when you get home
(just a little bit) mister (just a little bit)

I ain't gonna do you wrong while you're gone
Ain't gonna do you wrong (oo) 'cause I don't wanna (oo)
All I'm askin' (oo)
Is for a little respect when you come home (just a little bit)
Baby (just a little bit) when you get home (just a little bit)
Yeah (just a little bit)

I'm about to give you all of my money
And all I'm askin' in return, honey
Is to give me my profits
When you get home (just a, just a, just a, just a)
Yeah baby (just a, just a, just a, just a)
When you get home (just a little bit)
Yeah (just a little bit)

------ instrumental break ------

Ooo, your kisses (oo)
Sweeter than honey (oo)
And guess what? (oo)
So is my money (oo)
All I want you to do (oo) for me
Is give it to me when you get home (re, re, re ,re)
Yeah baby (re, re, re ,re)
Whip it to me (respect, just a little bit)
When you get home, now (just a little bit)

R-E-S-P-E-C-T
Find out what it means to me
R-E-S-P-E-C-T
Take care, TCB

Oh (sock it to me, sock it to me,
sock it to me, sock it to me)
A little respect (sock it to me, sock it to me,
sock it to me, sock it to me)
Whoa, babe (just a little bit)
A little respect (just a little bit)
I get tired (just a little bit)
Keep on tryin' (just a little bit)
You're runnin' out of foolin' (just a little bit)
And I ain't lyin' (just a little bit)
(re, re, re, re) 'spect
When you come home (re, re, re ,re)
Or you might walk in (respect, just a little bit)
And find out I'm gone (just a little bit)
I got to have (just a little bit)
A little respect (just a little bit)

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Tile :Aretha Franklin - I Say A Little Prayer
This is lyrics from www.lyrics007.com
The moment I wake up
Before I put on my makeup
I say a little prayer for you
While combing my hair, now,
And wondering what dress to wear, now,
I say a little prayer for you

Forever, forever, you'll stay in my heart
and I will love you
Forever, forever, we never will part
Oh, how I'll love you
Together, together, that's how it must be
To live without you
Would only be heartbreak for me.

I run for the bus, dear,
While riding I think of us, dear,
I say a little prayer for you.
At work I just take time
And all through my coffee break-time,
I say a little prayer for you.

Forever, forever, you'll stay in my heart
and I will love you
Forever, forever we never will part
Oh, how I'll love you
Together, together, that's how it must be
To live without you
Would only be heartbreak for me.

My darling believe me,
For me there is no one
But you.

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Aretha Franklin - Rescue Me Lyrics

Rescue me
Oh take me in your arms
Rescue me
I want your tender charms
'Coz I'm lonely and I'm blue
I need you and your love too

Come on and rescue me
Come on baby and rescue me
Come on baby and rescue me
'Coz I need you, by my side
Can't you see that I'm lonely
Rescue me

Come on and take my heart
Take your love and conquer every part
'Coz I'm lonely and I'm blue
I need you and your love too

Come on and rescue me
Come on baby and rescue me
Come on baby and rescue me
'Coz I need you by my side
Can't you see that I'm lonely

Rescue me
Oh take me in your arms
Rescue me
I want your tender charms
'Coz I'm lonely and I'm blue
I need you and your love too
Come on and rescue me
Come on baby, take me baby, hold me baby, love me baby
Can't you see that I need you baby
Can't you see that I'm lonely
Rescue me

Come on and take my hand
Come on baby and be my man
Cuz I love you cuz I want you
Can't you see that I'm lonely?
take me baby
love me baby
need me baby
Can't you see that I'm lonely?

rescue me, rescue me.......
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Aretha Franklin - Son Of A Preacher Man Lyrics print version

Billy Ray was a preacher's son
And when his daddy would visit he'd come along
When they gathered around and started talkin'
That's when Billy would take me walkin'
Out through the back yard we'd go walkin'
Then he'd look into my eyes
Lord knows, to my surprise

The only one who could ever reach me
Was the son of a preacher man
The only boy who could ever teach me
Was the son of a preacher man
Yes he was, he was, ooh, yes he was

Bein' good isn't always easy
No matter how hard I try
When he started sweet-talkin' to me
He'd come'n tell me "Everything is all right"
He'd kiss and tell me "Everything is all right"
Can I get away again tonight?

The only one who could ever reach me
Was the son of a preacher man
The only boy who could ever teach me
Was the son of a preacher man
Yes he was, he was, ooh, yes he was (yes he was)

How well I remember
The look that was in his eyes
Stealin' kisses from me on the sly
Takin' time to make time
Tellin' me that he's all mine
Learnin' from each other's knowin'
Lookin' to see how much we've grown and

The only one who could ever reach me
Was the son of a preacher man
The only boy who could ever teach me
Was the son of a preacher man
Yes he was, he was, oh yes he was

(The only one who could ever reach me)
He was the sweet-talkin' son of a preacher man
(The only boy who could ever teach me)
Was the son of a preacher man

(The only one who could ever reach me)
Was the sweet-talkin' son of a preacher man
FADE

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Aretha Franklin - Killing Me Softly Lyrics print version

Struming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
killing me softy with his song
killing me softly with his song
telling my whole life
with his words
killing me softly with his song

I heard he sang a good song
I heard he had a style
and so i came to see
and listen for a while

and there he was this younge boy
a stranger to my eyes
Struming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
killing me softy with his song
killing me softly with his song
telling my whole life
with his words
killing me softly with his song

I felt all flushed with fever
Embarrassed by the crowd
I felt he found my letter
and read eachone out loud
I prayed that he would finish
but he just kept right on
Struming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
killing me softy with his song
killing me softly with his song
telling my whole life
with his words
killing me softly with his song

he sang as if he knew me
In all my darkness fair
and then he looked right through me
as if i wasn't there
and he kept on singing
singing clear and strong
Struming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
killing me softy with his song
killing me softly with his song
telling my whole life
with his words
killing me softly with his song

ohhhhhhhhhhh oohhhhhhh...lalalal..ohhhh lalaaaaaaa

Struming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
killing me softy with his song
killing me softly with his song
telling my whole life
with his words
killing me (softly)

he was strumming my pain
yeah he was seing my life
killing me softly with his song
killing em softly with his song
telling my whole life with his words
killing me softly with his song

FUCK THE WORLD

2007-06-27T13:37:00.000-07:00

I am living in a nightmare right now and am awake waiting to go to sleep. I am at my witts end right now and I dont know what to do about any of it. I think that my only option is to just say fuck it and become the dark evil cunty bastard that i use to be and live a life of "fuck you" and quite trying to be everything for everyone, and just focus on me my self and I and fuck who i hurt along the way. However I have tried to get away from being like that but you know what shit just happens and you really cant control everything not even your life. How can you live life with rules and dictations from people that you dont care about when you are supose to be the ruler of your own domain, life, and fate? People piss me off and I am about ready to fucking snap and its not going to be pretty. I see it unfolding all around me and its getting harder and harder to hold back. I am shaking really really bad right now because of how angery i am and its just getting worse. Im not going to hurt myself or others but i will verbally attack someone right now if they so much as sneeze. Where is my excape? where is my hope? Where is my power to change that which is causing my problems? Goddess help me though my hard times and to silently bare my cross without others knowing my burdens. Silence my voice so that I may not speak evil of others, cool my fire so that i may not rage.

The Snow Ball Effect

2007-06-27T09:58:00.000-07:00

Dont you just love how shit works, I mean the whole snow ball effect. It starts at the top of a hill and just rolls down getting bigger and bigger until the person standing at the bottom of the hill gets ran over by it.
Well that is what happened last night folks. My sisters ex-boyfriend ("financier") yelled at or started drama with my sister which as we all know happens a lot and was one of the reason's that she left him in the first place but more on that in a minute. So of course me being the center of his universe has to start some drama about me or something I guess (sorry for being vauge but im not sure the whole reason for last night either...) but anyways it leads to my sister and I having words about "how shit is" and this is the scoop to try and bring you up to speed. Last year my sister and him split up because "i cant live with your brother....he makes me want to drink" (SCAPEGOAT) ok so he takes off, things are good between my sister and I we are having fun living life just getting back to how it use to be between us. Then she switches jobs and I try and tell her weeks before she put in her notice that its a bad idea, i had that feeling in the pit of my stomach and i just knew some shit was going to happen but she being the pig headed person that she is went ahead and quite her job of 8-9 years and starts working in a new job that was all but suited for her. Then the road there started getting bumpy and she ended up getting fired from there (..."no I quit before I could get fired....") and then became jobless for a little over 6 weeks. Enter the ex with the most $$ signs. So a man that she said "...will never come back into the house because once you leave this time you wont get a next time..." Its intresting how a person will go running back to a bad situation when they need money, but that is how the women in my mothers side of the family work, they need a man to support them. Well if my sister read this she would disagree because she can support herself....yet when she got fired instead of looking for a new job she just kissed ass and had him come back over and "help out" well this brings us to our story at hand. Last night I was hit with this "...he is paying for your bills too..." because the whole argument was about money and what have you. (actually i think it was about me going to the movies yesterday with my ex from high school and not saying anything to any one about my plans, but hey im 26 years old and dont think that i need to get permission to go somewhere.....Am I wrong?) to which i replied "I dont have any bills. The only bills that I had are no longer because they all got sent to the credit agency. And any other bills that I currently have Im taking care of on my own. He doesn't pay for shit of mine." to which she said "he pays for your rent and food..." MY RENT??? WHAT FUCKING RENT??? I dont pay rent nor was rent ever EVER EVER mentioned when I moved back in. I was told that if I watched her kid while she was at work and school that would be good enough because I would be saving her about $400 a month in child care. And I told her "even if I get another job its not going to change anything, shit is still going to be the same. I had a job last time before he left and I was still treated like shit, disrespected, and had to bite my toung. Im not going to do it anymore, when and if it goes back to being just me you and your kid then maybe i might help out a bit more, but that all depends on how shit is going at the time. Because I am only going to keep what ever other job i get until I make my trip to washington or indianana, which with the way things are going looks to be about september maybe october. And come September Im going back to school which will be taking up all of my free time that I currently have, because I will be watching your kid after school." Then the whole subject of his kid came up as to a possibility of why they got into a fight came into play. To which she said that I just need to stay away from him and that really set me off and i fired back with "how much more do you want me to stay away from him? I spend up to 22 fucking hours a day locked away in my room like a prisoner...only coming out every now and then for 'yard duty' you can fuck right the hell off with that shit, they can go home. Im tired of being chastised like some little kid when it comes to my saying anything to that fucking bastard, when Im suppose to be the person watching them and what have you. If you or him dont like the way i handle his son then find something else to do with the disrespectful son of a bitch." And just as she went to say something else the phone rang and i took it and went back to my room.

So boys and girls aren't we just amazed at how snow balls effect the whole eco-structure? How one hateful ass hole who has had some kind of vendetta out for me for 8 years or so just snow balls and creates new problems about old subjects. Its like a wound that just wont fucking heal because someone is always picking at it, making it bleed, and letting it get infected. Yeah its just fun. But through this whole ordeal I have had time to think about the future, do a little soul searching, and have learned a very good virtue Calmness and Waiting. I have very much become a spider. Waiting in my web, watching the world around me, spin and unfold, as I just sit there quietly in the dark waiting for my time to come out and play. Its hard sometimes but doable.

Erotica LA 07

2007-06-25T18:09:00.000-07:00

I HAD SO MUCH FUN!!!!!!!!!!!
Let me tell you that there was so much to see and so much to do. There was about 14,000 people there on saturday, and many famous people like Jenna Jameson, Dave Navaro, and more. I have to give a special shout out to Wayne Productions, Sunshine Films, Izzy Charm of Izzycharm.com and Ashley Dobbs of AshleyDobbs.net for providing such an awsome time.

I am really looking forward to Erotica LA 08

LA Erotica and a week of FUN

2007-06-21T21:07:00.000-07:00

Well I will be leaving for LA Erotica tomorrow and wont be back for a couple of days. It doesnt officially start until tomorrow at 4pm but I will be there having fun all weekend. I should be taking phone sex calls all weekend long however with all the glitz and glamour and eyecandy I just might be a wee bit distracted. But either way, if i see you have called and I cannot take the call for what ever reason I will send you some free time.

Anyways I hope you all have a great weekend like I know I will. TTUL

remember the number is 1-800-275-5336 ext 0465430

How the fuck

2007-06-17T21:55:00.000-07:00

OK I dont understand how I am being blamed for something that really isnt my fault. I borrowed a "friends" car and they never said that I should check the fluids or anything like that, and now their car isnt working because the head or the rod is blown....I'm sorry but am I not seeing how its my fault? I dont think that I should be the one that is being yelled at or being mad at. After all it wasn't my car, why the hell would I check the fluids on someone else's car? Am I worng? Please someone tell me WTF.

The weight of the world

2007-06-14T22:42:00.000-07:00

....is slowly lifting off my shoulders, i think that i may have over reacted when saying that the fork in the road was reached in my last post. Today has been a wonderful mixer of suprises. People have come through with their promises, and new things are happening. I could perhaps continue to do my work without the added stress of the other bull shit going on in my house.

But anyways i hope you all have a great weekend and a wonderful fathers day.

Give me a call if you get board 1-800-275-5336 ext 0465430

The Winds of Change pt 2

2007-06-12T21:06:00.000-07:00

OK so a while back ago I posted about how I could forsee the whole of my life changing and not really being able to control what was happing. Well I was right. I have a fork in the road and I am stuck with a broken compass and looking down both paths. I now see that things are coming at me to fast and i need to sit and see what im going to do.

Good Bye Tawanda

2007-06-10T20:59:00.000-07:00

Well I sold my car Tawanda I loved her so much but I had to because money is tight, so anyways it is hard but I will move on.

Hustler Club & Adult Book Stores

2007-06-04T19:28:00.000-07:00

Well last night I got out of the house for a little while and went to the Hustler Club in Redlands, Ca. Let me tell you that its a dank pit, with uninspired girls. Though it was a fun time, there were a few hot guys, and a very few hot girls. After that me and a very good friend of mine traveled to an adult book store where there was the HOTTEST security guard that I've ever seen.
So I did what every self respecting person would do. I handed my friend a business card and then made her take it into him and then we left. LOL

Anyways last night was fun.

I fucking hate the 1st of the Month

2007-06-03T17:46:00.000-07:00

Ok so I just got back from shopping for tonights dinner and let me tell you that if murder was legal in california I would have just killed me about 200 people. RUDE ASS MOTHER FUCKERS having to stand in your way and stupid mexican brats running and screaming through the isles, junior baby son of a bitch screaming its head off because it wants some candy. Gettho ass black nagorism's talking on their cell phones, not watching whats happening around them. People bumping into you, and the whole time you just want some fucking cheese. Then you have to machete your way through the denser growing stupidity of people, only to get to the check out stand where people have started setting up camp because the High School Graduate cant figure out which buttons to press, so the ask the Mensa Member on the next check out stand to help, now you have two monkeys do a math problem, standing there using the collective knowledge that they some how acquired, and finally they ring for a manager in Guam. So we have to stand there and wait for him to get his boarding pass, go through customs, drive from LAX, find a parking space, enter his name into the computer, come down stairs, manuiver through the crowd like a mouse in a maze, to come over turn a key, punch in some random numbers, print out a second copy of the ticker tape, re-ring everything by hand, fix the problem and then stand there like he is a fucking 9/11 Hero. The whole time the people at the back of the line have gotten impregnated, had their child and is seeing them off to their fist day of High School. The old lady standing be hind me has already turned to dust by this point, and to top it all off, you then have to bag your own shit. Upon which the brightest of the dullest really shine. Having seen Cocktail one to many times they begin a juggling act of tossing and bagging in which they hold up the line even longer. Only to finally get your shit up on the convayer belt and check out only to get out to your car and realize that you forgot to get milk and eggs. At which point you say fuck it, and really dont care if you develop osteoporosis, and the FDA cant decide if eggs fuck up your cholistroal or not and you already have it bad anyways so whats one more day or week without that shit. And go home.

Spam, Online Bank Accounts, Randomly Generated Pass/User name and more

2007-06-02T19:11:00.000-07:00

Ok I hate spam. Not the food Spam but just the mail spam. So last night I signed up for a new online account, and after it was all said and done, I go to my inbox and there are 14 emails from credit cards, lenders, credit soultions and what have you. I am very pissed off right now about this shit blowing up my mail box.
Next I was given a randomly generated password and user name, to which i accidently delete the email after having copied down the information incorrectly, so yes another reason to be mad.
Then I find out that my Database that holds all of my traffic/marketing/billing information is caculating the wrong data. FOR FUCKING FUN. So that means that I have to redo everything since the beginning of the year and fix it all. On top of that Im tired as fuck and just need some serious sleep of which im going to take in just a few minutes but yeah needless to say Im not very amused right now.
So if you all feel like talking about this or anyother issue please feel free to call me anytime 1-800-275-5336 ext 0465430

Longing Lovers and Unsure answers

2007-06-01T18:57:00.000-07:00

how do you deal with someone who is longing after you and you still kinda have feelings for this person but you dont really know what to do? Any suggestions? Anyways I know that you all dont read this for my personal life BS. I have the new url www.jdstyles4u.com and am really wokring my butt off getting everything up and going. Also look for me to be at LA Erotica this June on Saturday. Anways more on that later.

remember you can call me anytime day or night 1-800-375-5336 ext 0465430

Why must Excel be so damned hard to use?

2007-06-01T14:36:00.000-07:00

I am trying to use Excel to work out some Accounting problems that I have and to try and make things easier on myself however i cant get the stupid thing to work. I tried using the formula but i cant get it to add or subtract cells above one another, however i can get it to do it for cells next to one another so I dont know wtf. I guess im going to have to take a class on it.....grrrr.

Happy 1st of June people.

I have no money no mo'e OR easy come easy go

2007-06-01T07:39:00.000-07:00

Well it seems if the old adage "easy come-easy go" seems to be right on the dot. I have had several hundred dollars cashed out over the last 2 days and not a cent of it coming directly to me :( but oh well that is what making $ is all about right? Seeing it going from back breaking work to wallet breaking in a matter of minutes. So yes our dear friend Jd Styles is on broke back wallet for a few days. Yeah bills. OH before I forget, I now have a dot com so go check it out www.jdstyles4u.com and my wonderful work in progress http://adult.pornparks.com/jdstyles4u go check them out and let me know what you all think. Anyways Im off to catch up on some sleep and then back to the grind stone. Remember you can call me anytime day or night for hot phone sex by calling 1-800-275-5336 ext 0465430 hope to hear from u all soon.

Adult Baby / Diaper Lover / Teen Baby

2007-05-27T16:16:00.000-07:00

Ok since becoming part of the Adult Entertainment Industry I have learned a lot about human sexuality and the vast 'turn-on's' that people seem to find sexy but um yeah. The most recent on has to be the ab/dl/tb fetish that I have just been exposed to.
I have a customer who is really into this fetish and wants to be dressed up like a baby doll, and I have to try and understand and work at making him happy. But anyways I just needed to vent. If any of you have any information on AD/DL/TB please send it to me asap.

Is this offensive to anyone else but me?

2007-05-26T02:31:00.000-07:00

Onion Booty LMAO

2007-05-26T00:14:00.000-07:00

+

= onion booty

Ok so I'm guessing that the equation above is what an onion
booty is. Well the reason I bring this up is because a friend of mine in the
industry had me help her with a Phone Sex call and there was a guy on the other
end and he wanted to be made jellious and well she called me and we started
talking like we were boyfriend and girlfriend and talking about how we wanted to
fuck each other lol. It was awesome we are still laughing about it now. Anyways I
hope you all have a fun and safe weekend and holiday. Make sure to call me and
we'll have fun our selves.

JD Styles

1-800-275-5336 ext 0465430

R.I.P Red Mouse

2007-05-25T00:11:00.000-07:00

Rest in peace my Dearest Red Mouse,
Oh the countless porn sites we've surfed. The numberous emails we've answered, and the games we've played, the websites we've edited. You will always have a special place in my heart, as you were my friend on the go, and made it easier for me to do things on the net. Had I known tonight was your last night I would have told you how much I loved you, now you are gone, and you will be missed my poor dear red mouse.

DOP (date of purchase) 7/15/2006 - 5/24/2007 DOD (date of dump)

This is how I feel about children right now

2007-05-24T21:14:00.001-07:00

Any questions?

summer time fun

2007-05-23T15:15:00.000-07:00

Summer time is here and that is usually linked with swimming and the beach. Well as I have yet to make my annual pilgrimage to the beaches of Southern California, I have spent many hours by the pool side, and my pale white complexion has now returned to my dark brown native American bronze that it should be. I have to say this also, I have been working out while swimming and my good god are my muscles sore. But anyways I am very dark now and I will be updating with some poolside pictures, and maybe some beach but yeah fun fun.

El Spamo es no goodo

2007-05-23T00:13:00.000-07:00

I DONT LIKE SPAM IN MY INBOX SAM I AM....
What is the point of having a Spam button in your inbox when if you press the damned thing it dont do shit. I still recieve spam from a flipping company that i've placed on the spam list 90 times....and that is what Really Grinds my Gears Quahog

need I say more?

2007-05-22T06:54:00.000-07:00

Anti-Depressants and Booze

2007-05-19T23:20:00.000-07:00

Well I have found the perfect combo for a diet drug, you take AD's and drink and the next couple of days you dont feel like eating, its a good thing. I took 2 sleeping pills and 1 AD (cant remember the name) and work up this morning and didnt feel like eating and didnt do so until 8pm and that was only because i was board. Last time i didnt eat for 4 days lol. Anyways I have placed my beta version 2.0 website up and am pleased with it go check it out http://adult.pornparks.com/jdstyles4u

ttul

Confessions of an Amateur Porn Star

hmmm

Keen

Actual update :D

Twitter

Merry Expensive Festivites

now live at http://www.findanamateur.com

An overdue update

A cross road in life

Running on Internet 1.NO.WAY

Skype

Damned Internet

IT workings

Check Me out at Tagged.com

Get me on your mobile phone

The Gradure of No Internet Connections

working and getting shit together

2008 so far!!!

call me now!

The ever changing river we call life!

The 2008 White Party in Palm Springs

Aunty Emm Where Did JD's Studio Go?

A Fan Club???

More IT set backs

Damn new job.....damn new pills.....damn it all *shakes fist*

RentAGhostWriter is a terrific site!

Happy Easter!!!

Prais be to the IT Gods

Another Snaphoo

Happy Saint Patricks Day

Freakin Set Backs!

Virtual Birthday Bash

recapping

Getting shit together

hey guys

god damn it what i have to say.....

Happy Valentines Day and other random saying.....

2008 is great

Question to the general public

Content Shoot

vblog

The New site

site up and operational

Day 4 of the new year and progress

With a new year

WHY did i have to go on the fucking quest for the holy grail...

Only a few days left

GOD DAMN IT is all i have say!!!!!!!!!!!!

Cold Weather, Christmas, and Holiday Madness

Set Back

The wonderful world of web design

MAKE IT STOP

Random Hoopla

PEOPLE ARE FUCKING AMAZING!!!!

Looking for help

Coming this Janurary 2008

Update for the past month or two

showing some love

School Daze

JD Styles Update

I could have died

Updates and hard work

The Cycle of Life and Death....the harshness of nature

funny sad but true

i hate the fucking rude

Hating on the Postal Service

Fucking what the hell

My toy moved away

LEAVE THE FUCKING LITE ON

Nowlive.com is featuring JD Styles :)

songs for my life right now

FUCK THE WORLD

The Snow Ball Effect

Erotica LA 07

LA Erotica and a week of FUN

How the fuck

The weight of the world

The Winds of Change pt 2

Good Bye Tawanda

Hustler Club & Adult Book Stores

Damn new job.....damn new pills.....damn it all shakes fist